My Heart Hurts

My heart, it hurts so much when I think of you... It hurts so much when I meet you... Why? Why are you doing this to me? If hurting me makes you happy, go on... Keep on hurting me... I'll wait for you eventhough it would make me wait forever for you to change and start loving me... It hurts... The pain is killing me...

I love you so much...

Love Him Much

I'm not ready to go to school... I can't meet him... He's going to be my classmate once again... Although I'm happy about it, but my heart hurts... I wish he could read my blog... I want him to know my true feelings toward him... I want him... My heart hurts, bleeding hard now... He doesn't care about me... I'm smiling on the outside but suffering and crying in the inside... I'm sad... I just want him to love me back... But no... That confession of mine makes my friendship and him break... He hates me now... He doesn't like ma and maybe he thinks I just want to play with his feelings... Ahhhhhhhhh.... I need someone to talk with... I always talk and let out my feelings to Ardila but Ardila is not near me... Ardila always listens to my feelings well... I just miss him... I want to hug him, give him morning kiss in the class, sits besides him, supports him when he is playing or do something no matter he win or he lose...


I love him so much... I cry everynight, hoping he is was mine and not others... Letting him go was my decision but I still can't do it... He is my all, my everything... I love him... Why do I have to meet him? I have to wait for two years more to move on... Healing my broken heart at KL... Hoping, I meet someone just like him and hoping that someone could be mine...

I'm still sad... I'm hoping he could read this... I love him so much, more than a friend but he doesn't even thought me as his friend after my pure confession to him... I need someone to heal my broken heart, lead me to a way, full of love, careness and happiness...

Oh Hayoung Noona!!!

Okay, okay... Bertenang, bertenang... Hayoung Noona! Hayoung Noona! Saranghae!!!  Nak tahu ke siapa Hayoung Noona? Dia ni, kakak angkat saya... Tapi, ada satu rahsia yang saya tak tahu dan baru sekarang saya tahu... Dia ialah salah seorang member A-PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't like A-Pink but I love them... Especially Hayoung Noona.. But sometimes I call her Hayoung unnie... Saya konfius sebenarnya... Nak panggil dia unnie ke noona... Aish tapi itu tak penting... I'm pabo because dah lama saya chat dengan dia... Then, baru skrg saya tahu dia artis.... Dia comel tau... Saya nak ada baby face macam dia...

Comel-kan dia??? Saya paling suka lagu Let Us Just Love, iaitu lagu A-Pink dan lagu tema Protect The Boss... Aigoo... Nan jeongmal yeppeuda... Comel-kan dia?? Comel sangat-sangat... Saya sayang dia... Dia kakak saya dan saya akan support dia dan members A-Pink yang lain... Korang pun mesti support dia dan A-Pink...

Okay, okay... Korang, janji korang akan buat apa yang saya suruh... Lepas korang baca ni, buka link yang sertakan di bawah... ok... janji tau buka... sayang korang...



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDXI7uIBceQ



Kbye all!!! Saranghae!!!